Thoughts and Prayers.. yeah right

How often have you heard “Happy New Year, let’s pray for Blessings, let’s pray that all our Hopes and Dreams come true,” 

 

How is prayer going to do all that for you?

Us as humans, are a lazy lot, unwilling to get off our butts and put in the hard work. It’s a lot easier to ask some imaginary entity for divine intervention. It’s like buying Lotto or Powerball, the odds are tiny, and if your dream does come true, put it down to luck!

Isn’t it interesting that businesses don’t pray for profits nor increased sales. They implement business plans, strategies and objectives. Don’t you think it’s about time we do the same?

Stop being sheep, stop being dragged by the nose, it’s time we got off our asses.

Is Lilith, God’s creation?

There are those who say that God created man and woman together (Book of Genesis 1: 27-28), that they were created equal. Lilith couldn’t stand being subordinated to Adam, she called out God’s name and flew away.

If this were true, I ask…
Why then is Lilith now a Goddess, while Adam is nowhere to be found?
To name someone is to have authority over them, how did Lilith know God’s real name?
Why did God create Lilith and Adam from the ground, when we all know that life creation is the sole domain of woman?

The Bible is a load of bullshit, written by males...
To bring Lilith down to the level of Adam;
To say Lilith was created by a male God;
To patronize womankind by hinting that Lilith represents their interests by refusing to lie below Adam.

Mother Lilith is old, if not superior, then equal to “God.” She predates "God's" creation, she is a God, the female divine that has walked all planes since the beginning of time. The Book of Genesis was written around 10 BCE. Lilith appeared in Sumerian writing on a tablet at Ur dating back to 2,000 BCE.

The Bible attempts to make Lilith less divine, not a Goddess, but "God's" rebellious creation.

The unloving God

I have this magic apple,
That will open your eyes,
It will grant wisdom,
It will make you wise,
To know good, to know evil.
Yet, you shall not have it.

For you follow your unloving God,
You will remain, blind to his ways,
You will love him without question,
You will worship him even if he does nothing for you.
This is blind faith, this will be your destiny.

Lilith, Desert Queen

 

One of the few passages in the bible that is true Isaiah 34:14.
Mother does not reside in some fancy palace away from those she loves;
She rests with them, the dispossessed, the marginalized, the outcasts, the unloved.

Thorns shall grow up in its palaces,
Nettles and briers in its stronghold.
It shall be a home of jackals,
An abode of ostriches.
Wildcats shall meet hyenas,
Goat-demons shall greet each other;
There too the Lilith shall repose
And find herself a resting place.

1 Timothy 9:12

Similarly, (too,) women should adorn themselves with proper conduct, with modesty and self-control, not with braided hairstyles and gold ornaments, or pearls, or expensive clothes,

but rather, as befits women who profess reverence for God, with good deeds.

A woman must receive instruction silently and under complete control.

I do not permit a woman to teach or to have authority over a man. She must be quiet.

... misogynic bs

Āz also known by her other name - Lilith

In Zoroastrian texts, including those based on lost Avestan material, Az represents desire as opposed to contentment (hunsandīh). She poo-poos the conventional and the so called norm and is a real menace to the holy and pious striving (tuxšagīh) in the service of God (Ahura Mazdā). It brings about death as it destroys a man’s physical strength and so keeps him from fulfilling the whole range of religious duties (his xwēškārīh).

We drain them till he's totally spent.

In Zurvanite theology, Az has primary importance as leader of the demonic host. This Zurvanite conception explains the great role played by this Manichean Az, she is “mother of the demons (mād čē dēwān), from whom every sin has come.”

The Owl

The owl is the tranquil face of the bird personalities.

A creature of great integrity, its quiet demeanor accords it an air of mystery and diffidence.

It is known as the serene, wise observer of human society.

Source: animalinyou.com/animals/owl/

Az, Ahriman, Nephilim and Menstruation

Lilith (or Az as she is known as in Zurvanite theology) is the Queen of Demons. After leaving the Garden of Eden, she resided in caves near the Red Sea, fucked with fallen angels and gave birth to the Lilin (Sucubi and Incubi).

She instructed these fallen angels how to form bodies and to have sexual relations with the daughters of Eve, leading to the birth of the Nephilim.

Az reunited with her mate Samael (or Ahriman) after the fall, when he could not be awakened by his fellow fallen ones, only the words of Az could rouse him.

Ahriman, when he opened his eyes, he kissed Az's form and caused her to menstruate, which to this day is passed on to all women. Mother Az is directly connected with our fiery, protective and dark sides. A woman's period is special, to be celebrated but yet the Abrahamic religions shun and teaches their followers to abhor this sacred occasion.

Leviticus 15:19-33 - Whenever a woman has her menstrual period, she will be ceremonially unclean for seven days.

Ezekiel 36:17 - ...like the uncleanness of a woman in her menstrual impurity.

..on and on it goes..

Lunar Eclipse

A couple of days ago on July 17 it was a full moon but it was also a Partial Lunar Eclipse. The Moon passed through the Earth's shadow. It is during the eclipse that Mother's powers are the greatest.

The full moon also offers witches intense magickal powers.

If you can harness both the energies of Mother and that of the full moon, everything is possible. Mark your diary, the next one is on January 11, 2020.

Know Yourself

Nosce Te Ipsum, Know Thyself. Knowing yourself means understanding your strengths and weaknesses, your passions and fears, your desires and dreams.

It means being aware of your eccentricities and idiosyncrasies, your likes and dislikes, and your tolerances and limitations. Knowing yourself means knowing your purpose.

Know yourself and you will find Mother, Lilith. Deceive, and you are lost.

The Owl

Mother's sacred animal of the Owl. It symbolizes wisdom, learning, magick, beauty, freedom and the night.

Abrahamism will fail (fall)

The leaders of Abrahamic religions, pretend to be ’holy’ and that this holiness can be achieved by living a life of celibacy. But they forget, that they are firstly, human and secondly, man. They deny what is in their DNA, in their genes, that is to fuck and propagate the species. They are fighting against nature.

What they try to avoid during the day, they dream and fantasize about nightly (Yes, they are easy prey for Lilith’s children, the succubi). They abstain from sex but deep down they harbor a pent up torrent of sexual lust. Some even prey on the weak, the children, taking out their depravity on them, hoping that these victims will not tell.

They beat themselves up (would have been so much simpler to spank that monkey) go to confession and pray every day, "..and forgive us our trespasses.. lead us not into temptation, but deliver us from evil."

As Lilith’s daughters and priestesses, we know our sexuality and celebrate it. We masturbate, we fuck and we lust. For the religious, they are made to believe, these acts are perverted, and deserve severe punishment.

It is obvious that these leaders fight against the inevitable, the mind and body yearns for the pleasure of the flesh. He is able to repress his sexual desire for only so long before he surrenders to it, and when he does he becums guilt ridden, unforgiving towards himself.

As daughters of Lilith, it is our role to bring this about, hasten his self-doubt and eventual demise. Once he has tasted our apple, he is tortured by this failing and unable to forgive himself for the rest of his time on earth. One stumble and his whole life is suddenly a failure. The church leaders, the imams, the rabbis, all will stumble and fall before Mother Lilith.

Lilith Queen of the Night, her sigil

Women of the world

It's time to rise,
break the chains of misogyny and
free yourself.

Fire cleanses,
burn your past and
look ahead.

The death knell has rung,
the old Abrahamic religions are dying .
Judaism, Christianity, Islam ends.

A new era begins

Alphabet of Ben Sirach 78 – A story of Lilith

 

Written: between the year 700 and 1000 CE
Writer: anonymous

Soon afterward the young son of the king took ill. Said Nebuchadnezzar, "Heal my son. If you don't, I will kill you." Ben Sira immediately sat down and wrote an amulet with the Holy Name, and he inscribed on it the angels in charge of medicine by their names, forms, and images, and by their wings, hands, and feet. Nebuchadnezzar looked at the amulet. "Who are these?"

"The angels who are in charge of medicine: Snvi, Snsnvi, and Smnglof [סנוי סנסנוי וסמנגלוף] (in English: Senoy, Sansenoy and Semangelof). While God created Adam, who was alone, He said, 'It is not good for man to be alone' (Genesis 2:18). He also created a woman, from the earth, as He had created Adam himself, and called her Lilith. Adam and Lilith immediately began to fight. She said, 'I will not lie below,' and he said, 'I will not lie beneath you, but only on top. For you are fit only to be in the bottom position, while I am to be the superior one.' Lilith responded, 'We are equal to each other inasmuch as we were both created from the earth.' But they would not listen to one another. When Lilith saw this, she pronounced the Ineffable Name and flew away into the air. Adam stood in prayer before his Creator: 'Sovereign of the universe!' he said, 'the woman you gave me has run away.' At once, the Holy One, blessed be He, sent these three angels to bring her back.

"Said the Holy One to Adam, 'If she agrees to come back, what is made is good. If not, she must permit one hundred of her children to die every day.' The angels left God and pursued Lilith, whom they overtook in the midst of the sea, in the mighty waters wherein the Egyptians were destined to drown. They told her God's word, but she did not wish to return. The angels said, 'We shall drown you in the sea.'

"'Leave me!' she said. 'I was created only to cause sickness to infants. If the infant is male, I have dominion over him for eight days after his birth, and if female, for twenty days.'

"When the angels heard Lilith's words, they insisted she go back. But she swore to them by the name of the living and eternal God: 'Whenever I see you or your names or your forms in an amulet, I will have no power over that infant.' She also agreed to have one hundred of her children die every day. Accordingly, every day one hundred demons perish, and for the same reason, we write the angels' names on the amulets of young children. When Lilith sees their names, she remembers her oath, and the child recovers."

The Black Mirror

It is said that the mirror is a gateway to Lilith's cave and home and home of her children, the Lilin (succubus and incubus).

Lilith, woman, mother, daughter

Lilith is in every woman and, whether you like it or not, so is Eve. I’m not talking about physical attributes but the spiritual and psychological. Eve is the chaste and the wifely, who is subservient to men, whereas Lilith is the sexual and the desired.

Who you choose to be should be up to you, but Abrahamic religions deny you that choice.

According to the Bible, you will be, must be Eve, the 'good and pure' wife, the slave to and possession of your husband. Genesis 3:16, to the woman He said, "I will greatly increase your pangs in childbearing; in pain you shall bring forth children, yet your desire shall be for your husband, and he shall rule over you ." Lilith on the other hand, represents the lust and sexual desires he craves but cannot possess. A woman's dark side.

We desire quality, we abhor sexual harassment, abuse and violence. When will women realize that this will never happen as long as they support to the misogyny religious ramblings of men.

Lucifer and Lilith

There's quite a bit of confusion about who Lucifer is. Let's start with who he's not. He's not the devil nor is he Satan. He's not Lilith's consort and lover. That is Samael. He's definitely not Jesus.

So who is Lucifer? He's been called 'Light Bringer' or 'Morning Star' from the Hebrew word הֵילֵל‎

Put simply Lucifer is the twin flame of Lilith. He represents the known and light whereas Lilith represents the unknown, the hidden and dark. He's the yang to Lilith's yin. They are opposite but complementary, they are connected, and interdependent in the natural and supernatural worlds.

When you call on the Dark Moon Goddess Lilith, you are also calling Father Lucifer for he is the one who will light your way.

Mother of misfits

Lilith, dark moon goddess and queen, mother of the downtrodden, the underclass, the unwanted.

Once

Once there was a tree, in a garden.
Once there was a woman.
Once there was a serpent, who was wise.

She said, Know this.
The sweet taste of apples.
The bite of a sharp tooth.
If you want to be alive,
if you want to know your own mind,
If you want a will of your own,
If you want, if you want..

~Sara Amis

Lilith and Samael

Mother Lilith is the consort and lover of Samael. Some believe that Lilith and Satan are a couple but this is not correct. Samael is not Satan, and many may have confused the two. Satan and Lilith have never been together, and have no connection in the outer spiritual world.

Samael is an archangel (but not one of the seven). He has been called the Slant Serpent , the Adversary, the Accuser (by Satan), the Seducer, and the Destroyer, and is regarded as both good and evil. Samael works with creatures of the night.

Lilith and Samael, have many children together, they are called the Lilin. The Lilin are the Succubi and Incubi. To prevent the Lilin from filling the world, it is said that God castrated Samael.

The other important thing to note is that Mother Lilith is not a man hater. Her feminine energies, through Samael, balances the masculine divine. She can through her priestess empower and nurture masculine energies.

Lilith’s Sigil – What it means.

Mother Lilith signifies different things to different people, her sigil, likewise. For some time, I’ve been wondering what her sigil means and it finally came to me last night.

The symbol in the center is Saturn’s symbol, a scythe or sickle ♄. A scythe is a tool for cutting down things especially weed and chaff. This symbol has been traced to Byzantine codices found in Greek papyri.

The two ‘fallen’ crosses, on either side means that Judaism and Christianity has failed, is no longer of any significance nor influence in the world.

Be True

It is said truth hurts. I'm taking about being true, not to anyone else but to yourself.

Nothing hurts more than lies, especially lies to yourself.

I'm bi but leaning more towards being a lez. What would have happened if I collapsed under peer and family pressure to get married, have kids and lead a so called “normal” life?

Not only would I have been unhappy, but I would have wallowed in despair or done something much worse.

One of the central tenets of Lilith is to be honest with yourself.

Years ago, I remember asking my mom “Why is my hair not blonde, why are my eyes not blue?”

Her reply was “You are who you are. Be true to yourself.”

Lilith ~ Queen of the Desert

Lilith ~ Queen of the Desert
from Isaiah 34

14 Wildcats shall meet with desert beasts,
satyrs shall call to one another;
There shall the Lilith repose,
and find for herself a place to rest.

15 There the hoot owl shall nest
and lay eggs, hatch them out
and gather them in her shadow;
There shall the kites assemble,
none shall be missing its mate.

Mother's Times

Lilith is not light and fluffy, she’s no fairy floss. She's dark and intense, more 90% cocoa and less milk chocolate. Naturally she prefers darkness and dark things, black as opposed to white.

Her preferred day is Friday and at night time. I was ordained her Priestess Friday night, May 4th, 2018. A night that will forever, be etched in my heart and soul as I bathed in red wine symbolising her blood.

Mother's also known as the Dark Moon Goddess for a reason. She loves this time, when the night is not illuminated by moonlight as her owl takes flight seeking prey.

The dark moon is opposite to a full moon, this is when the crescent is minimal and there's barely any light (waning crescent moon). Remember, Mother Lilith is not a witch, she needs no full moon for spells, and at least 12 hours every day, after sunset, belongs to her.

She loves eclipses, both solar and lunar, when the world is shrouded in darkness.

All these times is when she's closest, and they're ideal for meditating, making your offering, praying or just having a conversation with her.

Lilith – Desert Queen

In summary , the first passage in the Book of Genesis refers to the creation of Adam and his first wife, Lilith, while the second set of passages, refers to the creation of Eve.

Lilith fought Adam at every opportunity, angry about his sexist, chauvinistic and misogynistic ways. Frustrated, Lilith says the secret name of Yahweh (God), sprouts wings, and flies out of the Garden of Eden to the desert shores of the Red Sea.

She makes her home in a desert cave, and there she takes demons** as lovers, giving birth to her children, the Lilin. The Lilin are the Succubi and Incubi. Lilith is known as the Queen of the Desert, as it is there, she made her home. She is also a Wind Spirit, much like the desert winds, wild and untamed.

After Lilith leaves, Adam complains to Yahweh (God), who sends the angels Snvi, Snsvi, and Smnglof (also known as Senoy, Sansenoy and Semangelof ) to get Lilith to return. She refuses and these angels massacre one hundred of her Lilin children every day. Still, Lilith refused.

She did return to the Garden of Eden, in the guise of a serpent and tempts Eve with an apple. There are many paintings showing a half-woman, half-serpent in the Tree of Knowledge, handing the apple to Eve.

** Samael, who works with creatures of the night.

Lilith in the Bible

In the Book of Genesis - Chapter 1 says.

27 God created man in the image of himself,
in the image of God he created him,
male and female he created them.

…but then in Book of Genesis - Chapter 2 it goes on to say

20 The man gave names to all the cattle,
all the birds of heaven
and all the wild animals.
But no helper suitable
for the man was found for him.

21 Then, Yahweh God made the man
fall into a deep sleep.
And, while he was asleep,
he took one of his ribs
and closed the flesh up again forthwith.

22 Yahweh God fashioned the rib he had taken
from the man into a woman,
and brought her to the man.

23 And the man said: This one at last is
bone of my bones and flesh of my flesh!
She is to be called Woman, because
she was taken from Man.

It appears that God made women twice, in Chapter 1, on the fifth day, God created man in the image of himself, both male and female created together, simultaneously.

But then why did God create a woman in chapter 2 "because Adam had no suitable helper?"

The most common reason put forward is that Lilith is said to have been the first woman in the world and was created by God at the same time as he created Adam (Chapter 1). It is said that Lilith was then banished and rejected by God after it was found that she was stronger and more intelligent than Adam and she would not obey the commands of Adam.

The instance often quoted is when the couple is having sex,

Lilith says, "I will not lie below."
Adam will reply, "I will not lie beneath you, but only on top. For you are fit only to be in the bottom position, while I am to be the superior one."
Lilith then says, "We are equal to each other in as much as we were both created from the earth."

Picture Lilith Leaving Adam's Bed - by Lilian Broca

The Owl*

His velvet wing sweeps through the night:
With magic of his wondrous sight
He oversees his vast domain,
And king supreme of night doth reign.

Around him lies a silent world,
The day with all its noise is furled;
When every shadow seems a moon,
And every light a sun at noon.

~Elizabeth Sears Bates

*Lilith's sacred animal is the Screech Owl

Who is Lilith?

Is she a Goddess? Demon? Wind Spirit? Vampire? Cultural Force? First Woman? Archetype of the Dark Feminine?

What does she look like? Is Lilith a she, a Female? Hermaphrodite? Androgyne? Sexy seductress? An owl with a beak and talons? Or a hairy, indeterminate figure with the lower body of a goat?

Lilith defies description, there is no single definition that fits, those who have seen her, she wears a million different faces. Over time she has been all things to all people.

And that is the way it should be. She's compassionate or heartless, vengeful or benevolent, but she will always care. She is very personal, so yes, I will refer to Lilith as she/ her.

She will answer your call if you petition, in your time of need, when you're at your crossroads, the nadir point in your life.

She will advise, guide, cajole, assist but don't expect her to intervene directly. She's not like that. You have to want to change. It's her way of making you stronger, making sure you'll weather what's ahead.

So who is Lilith? For me, she's my Mother, nurturing, smacking when I'm out of line, she's my Light, my guide and anchor as I wander the earthly and astral planes.